Extracted from Part Two  - The Penis with Half a Brain.

"As a rule it is the default of women to use men for protection, resources, and, in the case of her interaction with alpha-males, reproduction. This is due in large part to their physical vulnerabilities. The German philosopher, Arthur Schopenhauer described the innate modus operandi of women in these words:

"With girls, Nature has had in view what is called in a dramatic sense a “striking effect,” for she endows them for a few years with a richness of beauty and a fullness of charm at the expense of the rest of their lives; so that they may during these years ensnare the fantasy of a man to such a degree as to make him rush into taking the honourable care of them, in some kind of form, for a lifetime—a step which would not seem sufficiently justified if he only considered the matter."

Because nature determines that women are more dependent on men for survival than vice-versa, you have collectively developed a compensatory characteristic that allows you to extract value from beta males in ways that are not mutually beneficial. This is manifest in an automatic and brilliant instinct for interpersonal negotiation where you will constantly test the nature of the relationship in the hopes of extracting more value from a man while reducing the value you must provide to him.  

Women in this respect are instinctively significantly better at sexual strategy than men are because their 'alpha' strategy kicks in automatically with any male partner male who then later transpires to be 'beta' as her survival depends on it, and she will in effect be forced into a situation where she 'has' to become the stronger partner - even though she may not want to she is left with no choice because the 'ideal' alpha male she met and fell in love with was nothing more than his surface veneer, and as this veneer wears off subconsciously she will feel a sense of being lied to and conned by not being the man she thought he was.

It can be argued that women don't consciously agree with this, but their psychological firmware nevertheless insists on being attracted to men who are already getting laid. This is a very primal form of pre-selection as her mind conducts this subconscious logical syllogism: "I don't know whether this man is fit for reproduction but the fact that there are signs that he may be already getting laid would suggest that other women have already made the assessment that he is."

It would take someone with far more and superior qualifications than myself to research, evaluate and quantify the notion that the dynamic conflict between the 'alpha' (who are 'beta') males, and the patriarchal assumption that females are therefore lower in the pecking order, but it would appear from my understanding at least this is why a considerable number of females feel they don't know their place in the world any longer in that grey, cloudy area between being maternal because it's within their nature to be so in a long-lasting and childbearing relationship, or being the receptacle for a guy's penis because it's in his nature to fuck anything and everything of the female variety. After all, his sexual driver is to inseminate. In short, women will probably never know their true place in the world until men sort themselves out and work out who they are; 100% alpha, or 100% beta. Because while betas' exist to serve women in nature, women exist to serve alphas'.

Of course the whole idea of this gets thrown into complete disarray with more men nowadays seeking to meet women, and more women seeking to be men. Not that there's anything new in this as it can be traced back as far as the Greek and Roman empires where it was considered that sexual behaviours were not categorised by the gender of the participants, but by the sexual role each played. From which we could then stray into a whole new discourse for discussion leading into another book entirely, which I'm not about to do because it will take us well off topic - even though in thought at least it is tantalisingly seductive.

So I will recalibrate my focus and fast forward into the minefield territory of gender role as things were when women were seen as housewives and men the providers. To make it abundantly clear, I am not proposing any argument for or against; and like everything in life there are innumerable pro's and con's to either side of this gender role coin, and there were as many women out working as there were those who chose to stay at home while their husbands worked: I get it." 

Extracted from Part One - The Awakening.

Ria's journey so far.

"I’m an average person, a university student, working part-time and volunteering. I have things I love in my life and a great family and friends. Yet there is this part of me that doesn’t feel quite normal. Sex has always been a little bland, although I have had a couple submissive experiences I had never looked further into this part of myself. Instead, I headed back to vanilla relationships and sex.

But there was this point I just knew that I wasn’t satisfied with what that can offer, I needed to explore my more adventurous side and step outside of the comfort zone I knew to different experiences. A few weeks using kink sites to find someone to explore with, I found nothing but endless fakery or men who simply had no idea what they were doing. Having lived in the same city as John for a while, I had some knowledge of John from others who spoke about him, so I decided to reach out. 

If you knew me, I am quiet and shy, so it was exciting for me to reach out of my comfort zone but it filled me with anxiety. Getting a response filled me more excitement and anxiety, I couldn’t quite fathom what I was doing. I came from an ordinary background, had a decent education and even the chance to travel multiple times. But at this moment I knew this crazy, illogical thing was right. John is exceptionally good at reading people. He could tell my worry and suggested a phone call almost immediately. We talked for over an hour. I went from not knowing how this would go to talking to someone interesting, intelligent.

I felt we connected on a meaningful level. John also put at ease that what I was feeling was normal. We spoke most days from here, and I began to feel more and more comfortable yet excited. After multiple calls just chatting, we added a face call, where this was my first experience of following his commands. 

What happened resulted in probably one of the best orgasms I have had. How was it that one of the best orgasms I have had was even possible? Well, it is safe to say John isn’t just about sex but about the psychology of everything. He understands how minds work and speaks with such careful consideration that he can give an orgasm without even being there, so I couldn’t wait for this to happen in person!

I put a lot of pressure on myself for this moment, wondering if what I was about to experience would be good, bad, or scary if meeting John was the right choice. But meeting him put all my fears to bed. Almost immediately I felt the dread disappear. With John I was comfortable while he was chatting with me and making me a drink. It wasn’t long before he asked if it was okay to touch me. Hearing him ask me this made me realise that although he is a Dom, John really cares to never make assumptions. He was caring and yet has a dominant natural presence that it so hard to explain. I knew what to do, and my mind was at ease with doing it.

In the evening, after spending quality time and having dinner, John opened my mind even further. John had his arms wrapped tightly around me. I was begging for it to be harder when his hands covered my mouth and nose (previously agreed that I enjoy and am happy to do this). When he let go, I went into the most intense extreme orgasm, my body felt every fibre of sensation possible. My experience was a deviance from every vanilla moment in the past. My conscious was altered as I entered transient hypofrontality (cognitive impairment of the brain, which prevents it from processing input efficiently and producing output effectively, thereby leading to symptoms such as hallucinations).

I was floating, feeling distorted between the reality of my bodily sensations, yet a complete sense of absolute inner peace. Each step John was with me, holding me close and talking me throughout. Comforting me and ensuring I was okay while letting me enjoy every second.  

I woke the next day with sensitive skin, because the memory of every touch by John seemed to awaken every nerve in me. I could still feel the pain and pleasure that I had experienced, I felt like I had escaped the burdens and stresses that I had in my world and woken as a better person. I got into bed that night totally exhausted but with a sense of more profound peace, able to switch my mind off for the first time in a while and sleep so deeply. Despite my exhausted body, I felt radiant, even with comments from my housemates that I was glowing, and they weren’t wrong! So, there I was falling asleep still wet from the experience and excitement of seeing John again soon.

Today I have woken ready for morning lectures, it feels so strange to reflect on this already. But I could focus on my online studies today, which is a change for me. I also went for a long run back into my regular routine. I feel more myself than I have in a long time as I have finally embraced and satisfied the empowered sexual being I am becoming. 

I cannot wait to explore more with John as I progress on my journey into the real me."

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